What can I say...
I am smoking again. There's just too much going on right now for me to focus on it. I admit that I'm weak but I'm not giving up. I'll get there again.
My throat feels like crap and my breathing is bad. I went for a physical the other day and passed with flying colors. I guess I'm healthy at the moment. Hopefully I can quit someday while I'm still healthy.
I'm thinking of trying again on Monday. We'll see!
I feel like I have that smell again. That awful stale stench of an ashtray. How appealing. Even though I'm smoking at the moment I think I'll continue to write. It helps with stress and my struggle to get back to being a non-smoker. It's so easy sometimes to forget why we were doing this in the first place.
Heather was supposed to fly into Key West this weekend for vacation and to see my brother but it looks like it'll be postponed. How crazy is this weather??? I'm just glad that she didn't get there before the hurricane hit. Now I just hope my brother evacuates.
It's been an exhausting day and week. I can't believe it's only Wednesday. I need a vacation. I think I'll wait until after hurricane season.
That's it for tonight considering I'm too tired to type.
Note to Ellen: I'm so sorry to hear about you Mother in Law. You are so strong to be able to get through such a tragedy and not smoke. My best to you and your whole family.
My throat feels like crap and my breathing is bad. I went for a physical the other day and passed with flying colors. I guess I'm healthy at the moment. Hopefully I can quit someday while I'm still healthy.
I'm thinking of trying again on Monday. We'll see!
I feel like I have that smell again. That awful stale stench of an ashtray. How appealing. Even though I'm smoking at the moment I think I'll continue to write. It helps with stress and my struggle to get back to being a non-smoker. It's so easy sometimes to forget why we were doing this in the first place.
Heather was supposed to fly into Key West this weekend for vacation and to see my brother but it looks like it'll be postponed. How crazy is this weather??? I'm just glad that she didn't get there before the hurricane hit. Now I just hope my brother evacuates.
It's been an exhausting day and week. I can't believe it's only Wednesday. I need a vacation. I think I'll wait until after hurricane season.
That's it for tonight considering I'm too tired to type.
Note to Ellen: I'm so sorry to hear about you Mother in Law. You are so strong to be able to get through such a tragedy and not smoke. My best to you and your whole family.
posted by Tammy at 12:37 AM
5 Comments:
Tammy, I'm sorry to hear you are having such a rough time of it. I know how discouraging it can be to start smoking again. I have quit...and started again...several times. I think this is my third serious attempt at quitting. So don't give up, just figure out what disrailed your quit so next time you'll be ready. Please don't think that passing a physical means you'll stay healthy. Most damage from smoking doesn't show until it is really too late. Just something to keep in mind. Keep on keepin' on!
Ellen
Good blog you have here. I've stumbled upon a real good one. I also have a site if you want to visit. It offers the best way to quit smoking.
Hi, good blog you have here. Any others? I have a couple blogs - and a site about how to help someone quit smoking. Come visit sometime :)
Cool blog, I've come across a good one. Come visit mine sometime. I have a site as well, why quit smoking. Check it out if you'd like.
Tammy, its so brave of you to let us go on this journey with you. I totally respect your struggle. Never feel bad about falling off the wagon as long as you get back on again. If you need some extra help I suggest using cigarrest
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